let me see, its 4am in the morning and i cant sleep yet cause i had to look for runway music...
you must be thinkin whathefuck am i bloggin?!
i dunt know too.
i miss blogging
cause i found happiness in dictating my life down - NOW, not then.
sharing all the tiny bits n pieces with anyone.
sounds cliché. hah.
but then, surprisingly i felt fear.
im scared of losing all this.
sometimes i cant sleep...the whole night i thought about future, how?
like what u said of a Polaroid - as times goes by it will fade to nothingness...
"My life is like a Polaroid as time goes by it fades to nothing"
i wont bear to let you fade away from me.
No, i wont allow.
i will paint it with colors,
with all i have, even by force.
with my heart or even my blood.
i will not allow it to fade not a single shade.
preserve the fond memories, at least.
never shall it fade, not unless im dead.