When you were 8 years old,your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.When you were 15, she came home fromwork, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her bytaking it every chance you could.When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation . You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front ofyour friends.When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.One day, she quietly died.And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..
But wad if.
Your mom never treats you that good?
Will you still feel da hurt of losing her...
okk back to skool yea.
this is freaking funny.
i made a small jacqjacq.
its now standing in sch's studio...
shall post her pic next time.
i always ask myself.
What have i done to deserve all things?
Why are you treating me this way?
I think you cant go heaven.
i stay with you.
but i pay rent.
so how do i address you, Mother or Mdm Tan?
you said i shud not have raised you.
but u fed me till 13 and im repaying wad i owe.
u just loss your youth.
i loss my freedom.
i work since 15 paid my own school fees.
i ask nothing more from you.
yet, you asked from me.
when i was working i gave u cash
you said it was too little and expect more.
i gave you 1000 per month last year.
i dont see whats so little.
i study art now.
you told your friends,
my daughter is good for nothing.
she's not gonna make it big. really stupid. Science student go and study art!
if one day she comes back crawling asking me to forgive her, i'll just pretend she never exist.
One of your friends brought my drawings, you said maybe she didn't draw it herself.
you hurt me did you know?
you really had me breaking down.
one day if i leave you.
you gonna regret.
im gonna take Ray's path.
you forced him to migrate.
he hates you.
he's so scared of bringing me along because of legal issues.
im gonna join him once im 21.
you'll soon loss all your son and daughters.
Edward Scissorshands.A cursed man he is, with scissors as hands.His life a tragedy.Who will know his feelings?To live like a machine.
i did this for Carol's Drawing Ess.
i emphasis this again.
I LEARNT NOTHING FROM THIS MODULE
i want this kite.
Fly me high.
i need sleep.
went campin at janis place...
n what did i do?
26 hours of powerpoint and figure illustration plus rendering.
i've never been so slow.
disappointed with myself.
SHUD STOP CRAPPING WHEN I SEE JANIS.
take a deep breathe.
i am angry today.
i feel like depressed?
seriously untill now i cudn't geddit.
FCUKING make us adm'ers do so much crap without having any slightest relevance to sewing?!
whats da use of coming to this course to learn about fashion design and technical sewing skills when all ya do every damn day is TO IMITATE OTHERS WORK AND PRODUCE!!!
rip a nice model from Vogue.
take ya 2B and drawing block.
plug in ya iPod.
draw till ya rot.
tell me wad da ya learn?
i learn nothing. coz i know howta draw in the beginning.
so what happens to those whom cant draw?
they still cant draw.3D art Fundamentals
what da hell do frank stella make which is related to fashion?even if he did its all in paper n steel which is really fugly.
i dont know.
i think you dont too.
so why are we researching on him and doing paper sculpture?
WHY CANT WE HAVE APPAREL PRODUCTION AND FASHION ILLUSTRATION ONLY?
like i dun get HOC either.
we do SO much EXTENSIVE research on decades ago...and link them with current trends and incorporate elements from both to our designs.
whats the use?
isn't this still ripping ideas?
limiting our brilliance and subjecting it to kinda strict and tight boundary?
Art is a form of expression, not imitation.
Set us free and heighten imagination.
New world kreation.
seriously i pity this girl...
she's really not bad looking...plus she have a nice smile and good complexion...
someone is actually bad enough to stick bubble gum on her nostrils.
looks freaking like wad
Phua chu kang always digs out from his nose....
AND SHE'S FEATURED IN THE SCHOOL BANNER HANGING ON THE BRIDGE!!!
haha!!! spotted it with chere yesterday i think...hmm
ouh and i miss Luppie :(
Luppie likes polo tee.
n i feel like making him something new...lets say ...
Bow n tie?
ouhhh....cute lil thing.
but making me wait for u at bus interchange for 1 hour is stupid.
SO next year valentine
jux spend with your BF!
and forget your girl-friends.
but still ouh so sweet.
shall download Rozen Maiden n watch now...
and knock myself silly to sleep...
TML WAKE UP EARLY MY ROYAL JACQJACQ!!!
gonna draw myself idiotic at Janis' place....
and i havent think of final project...
but dinner today was good....
mummie was kind enuff today to treat me swensens.
had chick baked cheese rice
bigmug ice tea...
yummie cookie sundae....
happy jacq today.
did i mention to anyone before i simply adore blue roses?
thanks for ya valentine gift...
its nearing 2am and i have not started on my Gothic research nor illustration..
man i think im really a worm.
a NUA worm.
i shud start drawing...
but i shall finish my tom yam vermecilli with loads of cabbage.
speaking about food!
OH FOR FREAKING GOD'S SAKE
plz Mr.Landlord stop treating me like a nun...
im still 18..going through puberty so i need plenty of MEAT
STOP stocking the fridge with vege or carrots...
arghhh nor beansprouts!!!
my god its a lonely lonely valentine
but not so if ya consider spending it with chere in the sch's cad lab
anw we found a lil reward kekees
some Pink heartshaped mashmallow
which look like soap.
of coz one for her n one for me...
our cute lil valentine gift :)
i din sleep because of you.
what i wanted is normal.
ask your friends.
hi to all.
im starting a blog again.
who koes this one will last how long...
im so bored
n i miss LUPPIE.