i bumped into an old friend few days back. i was questioned
' oei how are u! doing fine right? '
at that moment i dunno what went wrong i couldn't reply. i thought i had cope pretty well. masked all unhappiness and forgot what killed me weeks ago. but no, i was shocked. Stunned at how empty i felt, my reply was inadequate...
' huh? ok. doing well...you? '
its a very big lie even my friend saw through. i wanted to just walk away. besides this guy wasn't really a close fren. i dun even remember his name. he is rather irritating he continues the convo at the bus interchange...
H : u okay?! u sound like being shot, why alone? still haven find a bf ar?
J : huh?
H : since jon, u just disappeared. haha...3 years back right? but now sure attached right?
J : i just broke up not long ago.
H : huh. with who?
i nearly laughed. this guy is so kapo.
J : with a hairstylist, i dun think u know him.
H : ouh, i know that time did extention for u one right?!
J : omg! how u know ar!
H : i saw u at school with long hair suddenly! dun emo la.
J : hmm. ya.
H : hey i going tamp mall where u heading?
J : im going home...bye
and i walked off. i hate myself on that day at that moment. i was crying.
