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&! Monday, May 4, 2009
10:51 AM

i bumped into an old friend few days back.
i was questioned

' oei how are u! doing fine right? '

at that moment i dunno what went wrong i couldn't reply.
i thought i had cope pretty well.
masked all unhappiness and forgot what killed me weeks ago.
but no, i was shocked.
Stunned at how empty i felt, my reply was inadequate...

' huh? ok. doing '

its a very big lie even my friend saw through. i wanted to just walk away.
besides this guy wasn't really a close fren.
i dun even remember his name. he is rather irritating he continues the convo at the bus interchange...

H : u okay?! u sound like being shot, why alone? still haven find a bf ar?

J : huh?

H : since jon, u just disappeared. haha...3 years back right? but now sure attached right?

J : i just broke up not long ago.

H : huh. with who?

i nearly laughed. this guy is so kapo.

J : with a hairstylist, i dun think u know him.

H : ouh, i know that time did extention for u one right?!

J : omg! how u know ar!

H : i saw u at school with long hair suddenly! dun emo la.

J : hmm. ya.

H : hey i going tamp mall where u heading?

J : im going home...bye

and i walked off.
i hate myself on that day at that moment.

i was crying.