Today, tonight, ive hit my 101 post. 70% its all you. joy or sorrow everythings about you.
im trying so hard to cope with everything. somehow i dun think the medication helps at all even if i had it with me.
its just mentally killing me physically. think about it, its unfair.
You've tried so hard to protect yourself but you've hurt me. The past - think about it. How we all started? How you tried to hide me. How you lied about everything. How you told me about yourself.
Is this a good start? Someone whom is willing to sacrifice for love? Think about it.
I must be a fool to believe that i found a boyfriend since you are always single. A year passed and forever u will be single from now on.
How did we celebrate valentine? Or did we?
How did we celebrate my birthday? You forgot.
When did we get together? i think it never really happened.
How did we end up like this? My fault. Im sorry.
i've only just mistaken you as my boyfriend. i will not do it again.
I use to take in everything, every single shit. Somehow the limit has reached its peak. Please, dun hurt me anymore now that all i want is to be friends.
i may need a little more time to forget you. i might still call you. just to listen to your voice. just to tell u rubbish just finding excuses so that u would talk to me
yes, i might be irritating but please forgive me. just entertain me awhile more. so please be nice just a little while more.... please.
And i will go. I will disappear and you will never know this person again.
