its a long time since something personal appeared here.
nothing about my life underneath all these lies.
im getting more and more eccentric.
i forget everything.
i lost track of time.
i indulge in lost thoughts.
i daze in a toliet cubicle and fell asleep
i need a drug
stop all senses.
i look at this ancient pocketwatch i own...
it ticks backwards slowly memories will flashback watching it.
i dropped it today while showing it to my cat
i wanna turn back time just for awhile.
awhile will do