Nekotales

Bask in glory

2010-10-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.

You know I love you when you're loving me
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly
I'm not ashamed, I don't care who sees
Us hugging & kissing our love exhibition all

We'll rendezvous out on the fire escape
I'd like to set off an alarm today
The love emergency don't make me wait
Just follow I'll lead you
I urgently need you

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.

I see you closing down the restaurant
Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun
Or maybe it's wrong but you're turning me on.
Ooh, we'll take a visit to your Mama's house
Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out
Maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout
And we'll keep it rocking until she comes knocking

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't...

Let's make love,
Let's go somewhere they might discover us.
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.

If we keep up on this fooling around
We'll be the talk of the town
I'll tell the world I'm in love any time
Let's open up the blinds 'cause we really don't mind

Ooh I don't care about the propriety
Let's break the rules and ignore society
Maybe our neighbors like to spy, it's true
So what if they watch when we do what we do

Oh, let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't...

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us...

Life After

2010-03-29T14:49:00.000-07:00

this is a new start.

an end to poly life and well, gotta find a job soon...

erm.

i just adopted* two strange animals

Polkadot a cat

Hotdog a dog

haha say hi to my new friends.

currently im in love with both,

i love every breathing moment.

in love.

Noise

2010-03-18T11:24:00.000-07:00

i went to a talk today.

NOiSE.

it was ...

it was indescribable.

soul-inspiring?

they got Kelley Cheng as one of the speech givers & whao, she took my breathe away with her works and wits.

Daniel Ong as the host and Zee Avi as a erm...decoration? HAH. opps i meant attraction.

Kelley Cheng is really one good local designer. check out her works if u guys are free.

her mantra however is to NEVER turn down a single project irregardless of the profit margin.

No money? NVM! i'll do it!

(but i dunt think im that generous in money sense to be not earning n yet paying)

anw

THANKS LYNX for this great treat which i declined profusely in the beginning hahahhah!

now im just grateful that i went...

WHEE

& oh god Stripy u gave me alot of injuries...

LOLx

color

2010-03-17T13:46:00.000-07:00

New York

Egg Tarts

DippyFried

i LOVE these moments.

Blind

2010-03-17T13:12:00.001-07:00

let me see, its 4am in the morning and i cant sleep yet cause i had to look for runway music...

you must be thinkin whathefuck am i bloggin?!

i dunt know too.

haha.

i miss blogging

cause i found happiness in dictating my life down - NOW, not then.

sharing all the tiny bits n pieces with anyone.

sounds cliché. hah.

but then, surprisingly i felt fear.

im scared.

im scared of losing all this.

sometimes i cant sleep...the whole night i thought about future, how?

like what u said of a Polaroid - as times goes by it will fade to nothingness...

"My life is like a Polaroid as time goes by it fades to nothing"

please don't,

i wont bear to let you fade away from me.

No, i wont allow.

i will paint it with colors,

with all i have, even by force.

with my heart or even my blood.

i will not allow it to fade not a single shade.

preserve the fond memories, at least.

never shall it fade, not unless im dead.

The End

2010-03-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

it ended.
everything.

you,
i loved you once before
so strong was the impulse to see you
so weak was the attempt
im sorry if ive hurt u
but then again i cry too.

i miss you, but not any more.
bye letter boy
let us part gracefully.

with love,
aplenty.

Fashion Woes

hi earth.
im back from all the nonsense shit.
the fyp killed and butchered me alive,
but i survived - well hopefully? (results are not out yet...)

ive got a creepy bad premonition like something bad is bound to take place just its not the right time yet...

maybe the lecturers planned to fail me?

due to my wonderful display of acute attention to my queen-size bed?!

argh hope not, mother in heaven please bliss me eternally!

currently i am always in an unexplainable trance-like state of either extreme joy or trapped in this solemn detached mood.

its gotta do with the fyp i think.... i hope.

& because i need some relief i went shopping for necessities ...erm at Topshop.

HAHA.

brought like omg this uber cute polka pants n cropped top with this pink scallop neck frills...

Best Buy of the month - SEAGATE 500gb external harddisk. $129

whee!

im back to teaching art n complicated single hood that comes with unlimited benefits with you-know-who...haha! okay...bye world.

XOXO

illness

2009-12-30T08:23:00.000-08:00

slowly, it'll engulf me and you.

silence prolonged to evoke the pain,

love is nothing but sadness and shame.

what binds love to human heart?

for all it does is to tear apart.

yet we seek this dark toxic

let it seep deep into the skin

ask for no antidote

no fool will give.

heaven's joke it is,

the true blasphemy.

i wish for the darknees to consume me,

let this toxic invade and poison me,

never shall the antidote i ask,

never shall this spell be brokened.

let me feel the intense pain that will come forth and renew me.

amon.

the new year,

resolutions -

- become 43 kg! i think its impossible...haha

- graduate with a stunning fashion collection

- complete those commissioned paintings

- be a more responsible art teacher

- be more punctual for classes

- get a car and D.L

2009-12-26T22:52:00.000-08:00

Impulse

it felt so fast like in a flash,

separate entireties comes into fusion.

melt and blend or burn and clash,

all is blinded in this flaming hot passion.

*tread softly on turbulent grounds ehh.

my obaasan's favourite line.

passing

2009-12-26T22:07:00.000-08:00

hi blog,

its been erm 2 months since i flood my nonsense with strangers ehh.

so nostalgic.

this time i really had a hard time logging in. fcuk it. forgotten my password.

erm...

yea, im attached.

i dunno how or why.

i know its yesterday.

haha 25 of december as anniversary is quite cool eh.

mew!

he likes cats. this is a major plus point.

he's got a nice black cardigan and sweater which are now resting on my racks.

i think he is abit GAYish but i like...(Ray please tell me he's nice when u've met him but he doesn't do touchy stuffs)

surprisingly, he is able to tolerate my nonsense and have immense patience for someone like me...

HAHA.

okayy end of promotional speech, this man is not for grabs

- TAKEN!

but

a huge but,

BUT!

he stays in BoonLay....................................

haha yuki ur so far~

*OKAY THE MOST IMPT THING IS I SWEAR TO PUBLIC I WONT GET A BF WHEN IM DOING MAJOR FINALS!!!

WHADDAFUCK?!

someone slap me!

Passing

2009-10-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

i'm amazed by the ability to recall my password since i long forsaken this blog...and have not log in since centuries ago.

well many things happened.
and its really ground breaking and earth shattering news so to prevent a heart attack upon receiving my piece of highly classified news i suggest we better make a pass.
i realized i played too much time to tame down a lil.

i did something to my hair....i look like a japanese pale faced doll )):

my cat stays in the studio with mickey n sparrow nowadays....i feel like getting inked at the back of my neck. Hmmm i should yea?

FYP IS ROUND THE CORNERS!!!!

Ahhh.

2009-08-05T10:20:00.000-07:00

Ahhh. i want it badly.

BUT
i wont wan strangers to know my name of course.
i'll make one that says :

Neko.

to my beloved fat kitty.

mieow.

Desire

2009-08-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

Ask me what i want now and i wont give you the normal lame replies like -

better skin
more money
or get slimmer

i will tell you straight in the face without feeling abit embarassed by my childish disire...

I WANT A NAME NECKLACE.

yesh. im hinting.
i wish to see that on first of sept....haha.

check out this site which showcase a wide variety of custom made name necklace.

mynamenecklace.com

free shipping!
make one now.... >_<

Black crow

2009-08-05T06:37:00.000-07:00

Today was again another sick MC day.

yesh. your dearest cat is sick at home coughing up blood and spilling pills on the floor.
ouh how i miss neko.

NEKOO~ (howl like wolverine)

back to the purpose of me blogging:

as usual im on the phone with mr.q
and i abruptly told him to hang up just after like 5 mins chat...so its like this -

Q : hey blah blah blah oh blah blah ya blah blah XXXX...
J : oei i call u back. ( hangs up the phone )

3 mins later...i called back mr.q

Q : wah. what happened?
J : ouhhh, hahha i saw a wu ying very disturbing ... i went to kill it.
Q : huh?! what wu ying?!
J : ouhhh eh ........housefly?
Q : chang ying say chang ying laaa! haha what wu ying! never heard before la!
J : eh ~ erm chang ying?! eh no leh its wu ying - very small!
Q : fruitfly is it?! what wu ying aiyoh never heard before...
J : huh u dunno what is wu ying meh.... its not chang ying leh that thing is very small!!!

okay by then im already shocked that my encyclopedia doesn't know or have not heard before this term 'wu ying'.....

so allow me to pass on my knowledge -

Drosophila is a genus of small flies, belonging to the family Drosophilidae, whose members are often called "fruit flies" or more appropriately (though less frequently) pomace flies, vinegar flies, or wine flies, a reference to the characteristic of many species to linger around overripe or rotting fruit. They should not be confused with the Tephritidae, a related family, which are also called fruit flies (sometimes referred to as "true fruit flies"); these feed primarily on unripe or ripe fruit, with many species being regarded as destructive agricultural pests, especially the Mediterranean fruit fly.............

Also they are commonly known in SINGAPORE AS - CHANG YIN OR
WU YING!!!!

YESH. WU YING IS A TERM FOR FLIES
you ignorant dancing pandas out there!
humphx.

feroshaa

2009-07-28T10:00:00.001-07:00

FIERCE

LOOK

ELECTRIK.

ilike.
yeshyou.

Qin

2009-07-05T09:13:00.000-07:00

guess wad u ignorant potoatos out there!

quick qns:

What is Emperor Qin's name?

a. Qin Shi Huang
b. Di Huang Qin
c. Qin Zheng
d. Yin Zhen
e. Ying Zhen

u all lousy pigs~
wahhahaha

its YING ZHEN!

& i've only got to know yesterday!
ouhhh thanks to my mr.Q !!!
hahaha >_<

ouh la la

2009-07-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

Ouhhh la la~

ihave

A NEW HAIR COLOR PLUS CUTE BANGS.
yesh yesh
envy me.

watermelon!

Moonbane

2009-07-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

There will be a total solar eclipse on

----- July 22 2009 ---------

It will be visible across south-east Asia and the western Pacific.
Excitingg riteeeee~
i read it somewhere that it only occurs once every 500 years.
mymy.
This will be a spectacular total eclipse, lasting over 6½ minutes at maximum and visible to millions of people over a path up to 258 km wide.
Mieow!

so cool...
i'll bring Nekoneko out to east coast & pitch a tent to watch the moon being eaten!

& im sick!
wheeeeee

& hi there im not dead yet!
yesh u must be thinkin wherethehell i disappear off to...
while if u must know u can try talkin to this blue-bird she might tell u
or jump into an old wardrobe see whether u get to narnia.

& okayy i have divulge too much confidential info.
BYE now.

Swallow

2009-06-10T12:20:00.000-07:00

Many things happened this few weeks.

& all i could manage for once is...

IM HAPPY FOR NOW

lets just stay like these.

whee

either than that,

im stressed also
wahhahahaha
YESH.

its june again
which means SCHOOL FEES!
ark.

WHERE TO GET $1200!?

okayyy.
another thing...

many hugs to MELON!
wheeee lovin the new phone.

mieow <3

Agenda

2009-05-16T17:36:00.000-07:00

To this coming stage,

ive finally found my worth and standard of work in this education path that ive chosen 2 years back.

To have your talent and hardwork recognized, the feeling is supreme.

Indescribable

its been so long since i last saw any distintions or good grades that im proud of.
so many obstacles, temptations and stress to cope with.
i've pulled off somehow.

im so emotional recently that i surprised myself.
i was shock when i saw the marks.

Quality Assurance For Textile,
i thank you Kyung Mi.

p.s. Kyung Mi is my lecturer from korea if u guys are wondering wth.

Sorrow play

2009-05-11T12:47:00.000-07:00

Arlecchino, the harlequin.

you must be him,
spawned to decieve me.
a game of lies and deciet we play,
i ask for truth, i pray.

all i ever need is a shoulder to lean on
someone to dry my tears and hug me tight.

Telling me its all over; you've got me to shelter you from the tide.

yet somehow i always met cruel ends.
not words of comfort, instead i was questioned why.

'have you cried enough? its making a din.'

from then on i learned.
women whom cry are uesless cause no man will care.
if he cares, he wont let you shed a single tear.

the ones whom you loved most,
will always leave the deepest scar.
Women survive with money but fueled by love.

i once thought finance wasn't a problem, as long as there is love.
show me the priceless love and i'll rejoice.

Draw me a flower if u think buying it is impractical.
Take the bus and share our songs if u cant drive.
Lets have a picnic if u cant treat.
Watch online movies if u hate theaters.

Tell me i'm sorry, grab me by the hands
pull me back and hold me, i will stop.
Stop and listen to you.
i will kiss you and forget wad you ever did to me.
but this never happened.

love
is killed, gone.

Single

2009-05-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

i bumped into an old friend few days back.
i was questioned

' oei how are u! doing fine right? '

at that moment i dunno what went wrong i couldn't reply.
i thought i had cope pretty well.
masked all unhappiness and forgot what killed me weeks ago.
but no, i was shocked.
Stunned at how empty i felt, my reply was inadequate...

' huh? ok. doing well...you? '

its a very big lie even my friend saw through. i wanted to just walk away.
besides this guy wasn't really a close fren.
i dun even remember his name. he is rather irritating he continues the convo at the bus interchange...

H : u okay?! u sound like being shot, why alone? still haven find a bf ar?

J : huh?

H : since jon, u just disappeared. haha...3 years back right? but now sure attached right?

J : i just broke up not long ago.

H : huh. with who?

i nearly laughed. this guy is so kapo.

J : with a hairstylist, i dun think u know him.

H : ouh, i know that time did extention for u one right?!

J : omg! how u know ar!

H : i saw u at school with long hair suddenly! dun emo la.

J : hmm. ya.

H : hey i going tamp mall where u heading?

J : im going home...bye

and i walked off.
i hate myself on that day at that moment.

i was crying.

Fungus

2009-04-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

i know.

i stopped bloggin for a century.
hey, imma busy designer kayy.

fine.
i lied!
im just escaping from reality.
before i drift off to some new philo
i'll like to ask for two items.

God, i dun wan anymore sucky bd presents...
i've got like 4 photo frames
7 sets of poster colours
a library
plus one backyard of junk.

please gimme SOMETHING I WAN

from Kinokuniya & Takashimaya.
both are below $30.

so budget conscious for u guys too :)

Laughs!

2009-03-28T12:40:00.001-07:00

LOL!
its proven like
Black* & white

Gemini Man & Virgo Woman

This match probably won’t lead to long-term love. You both have active and intelligent minds, and that might draw you towards each other at first. Unfortunately, he is a wild thing who brings out your jealous and controlling side. Gemini boys are incorrigible flirts who just can’t resist making eyes at every girl they see. They also have a bad reputation for being unfaithful. This will drive you nuts. He will hate your need to always know where he is and what he’s doing (and with who) and he’ll start feeling trapped. Yes, he’s attractive, but he’s just too unreliable for a level-headed girl like you. This is a mismatch. ( Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )

With Gemini boy, Virgo girl will have a partner with whom to commiserate. It's nice to be understood, and that's the beauty of this relationship; you often think and feel the same things at the same time. Even the stuff that creeps you out or thrills you may be the same, and there's safety and comfort in your shared feelings. ( Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )

hahaha!

its a cold fact.

so believe wonders of stars!

HAHA.

Bliss.

2009-03-28T11:03:00.000-07:00

Da da Daa da dap
Daa ta daa dada ~

happy mode(:

"Dance like no one's watching.

Sing like no one's listening.

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt before.

Live like there's no tomorrow."

will you?

MJ

2009-03-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

Today
Marc by MarcJacobs
Isetan Scotts
&
i've got...

Diana
Lazor.

we talked about sg fcuk'up weather
she giggles alott.
&
i fell for my model.
she's sugar and spice
plus all things nice.
root her for paris IT girl

ouh ouh &
nightrider was fun!
Unborn was disturbing!
Nekoneko is smelly!
smuggling MANNEQUIN home is CRAZY!

Pain.

2009-03-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

Emotions.
Memories.

i dun wan all these anymore.
grant me a memory lost.

please knock me down
or hit me hard.

i wanna forget everything.

Promise.

2009-03-25T03:18:00.000-07:00

Its deleted.

Silence that i used to yearn so much
had became deadly to me now.
All seems so miserable.
Im lingering to nothing but lost hope.

i feel like leaving from this fuck up place

MCP

2009-03-24T09:39:00.000-07:00

i came across this page Janis passed to me in class today..

its a very bias and tilted statement and rantings from an american blogger.
but ouh well though it is INSULTING TO WOMEN
its rather hilarous.

lets read one more time!

Twenty-six things a perfect guy would do,
and other propaganda disseminated by misguided women.

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down!
When will women realize that they don't live on the set of a romantic comedy? Unless making you smile involves me playing video games while you cook me a steak, you're in for a disappointment. You don't think guys ever feel "down?" The door swings both ways, bitch.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
What? Why the hell would I want to smell a woman's hair? It smells bad enough with all the sprays and perfume they use. Enough with the conditioners, sprays, and cream already; that shit makes my eyes water. What the hell is conditioner anyway?

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
Translation: bail you out when you fail at life, but never bring it up during conversations.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.
This one is inherently stupid because it implies that all guys like to watch "the game." Since I'd rather be shot in the chest with projectile diarrhea than watch "the game," I'll assume the author meant something worthy of watching, such as Ren & Stimpy, in which case you need to put the bitch down if she touches your remote.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
LAME. Who has time for this? Sounds like something out of a herpes commercial where some lady is rock climbing or doing something else which symbolizes her independence, then out of nowhere she blurts out "I HAVE HERPES." The music gets all serious and you hear a voice over "...there is no cure," cue inspirational music "but treatment is available." Then it cuts to a shot of the bitch on a beach and a guy runs up behind her and puts his arms around her. Good job dumbass, you're dating a skank with herpes.

6. Play with your hair.
Again with the hair? Women never play with the hair on my back, why the double standard?

7. His hands always find yours.
This is one of those things women read and say "AWW HOW ROMANTIC." I have news for you: holding hands is stupid. Women don't know the first thing about being romantic. Only lesbians hold hands anyway; allow me to explain. The only time it's acceptable to hold hands with anyone is if you're at a peace vigil. Guys don't go to peace vigils, period. If you do, you have to surrender your balls and get a sex transplant because you're a bitch; in either case, you're a woman, and when two women hold hands it can only lead to one thing as far as I'm concerned.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.
Bullshit. When I want something, I yell. If she can't hear me in the kitchen, sometimes I'll threaten beatings if I'm sober.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.
For your boobs maybe. I happen to have the uncanny ability to massage breasts. With my mouth.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
Let's face it: there are few things in this world more stupid than dancing. Except break dancing, which pirates and lumber jacks would agree is awesome. Other than that, dancing makes me envy cripples.

11. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
See, this is what pisses me off about women: they expect special treatment at their discretion. They want equal rights, equal pay, and equal treatment for everything EXCEPT when it comes to shit like this, then they want you to "react cutely" instead of, say, putting them in a head lock and making them eat ants and/or spiders while you give them carpet burn. Why don't women react "cutely" when men hit them for a change? Oops, I forgot, that's domestic abuse.

12. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
Any guy who would drive five hours just to see a chick for one is an asshole. If every guy drove around for five hours just to spend one with their girlfriend, we'd fill up the air with so much pollution that we'd all choke on the exhaust, get cancer, and then bake under the sun while our lungs rupture and we slowly die from internal bleeding.

13. Stare at you.
You stupid attention seeking whore, just buy the bitch a mirror, because apparently she thinks that you don't have anything better to do than to sit around and stare at her. If women ran the world, we'd still be searching for the wheel.

14. Call for no reason.
Oops, this one belongs on the list of "Twenty-six things women do that piss men off because they need to fill their otherwise vapid lives with something to make them feel like they have a purpose for existing as they eventually realize that they're pissing their youth away on stupid bullshit like fashion trends."

I can't go on, I'm going to go do something less painful like stick my dick in the oven.

-Maddox

& so you see, because of men like these that exist on earth.
women goes through emotional sufferings and torture.

if you are a man,
& u happen to read this agreeing to all this blasphemy.
fcuk urself.
i'll rather be a num then get stuck to this kinda shit.

Shakespeare.

2009-03-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

Romeo & Juliet.

William Shakespeare
Master of Tragedy.
Creator of Love, no?

 





i have been on a roller coaster.
ups & downs and even summersaults.
so now i'll settle down & watch a play
old time fav. everygreen classic
since 1560's

it draws me so deep into the plot
but somehow rather then crying my guts out for juliet
i thought of hot hot sex.
hmmm
omoshiori.

sometimes i wished i was born decades back
grew up in victorian century and met a prince
experience THE LOVE OF A LIFETIME.
& so what if i was destined to die?
i die without regrets in knowing i have owned
a place for eternity in someone's heart.

well.
keep dreaming Jacq.
your Montague* will appear oneday
:D
ja mate minasan!

Aww.

2009-03-21T00:15:00.000-07:00

MY GOD

Helmut the Cat is outside my window!!!
so cute so cute
he smiles at me :D
arghhhhh.

Missing.

2009-03-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

My thumbdrive have been missing.
its not really the work nor assignments that im worried...

its the memories it contains.
pictures of my past all the way till the day i've met you.
when i was young,
when im a student.

oh gosh
i want it back.

Where'd you go?

Right now i have a sinking sensation.
i have recurring dreams for quite a while.

They are leaving me.

Who seeks the knowledge of future?
im passing down my deck.

its a saturday
& im decomposing at home.
my student went for a vaccation
when his exams are round the corner.

what a genius

now as his tutor im worried like nuts.
i finally knew how u felt mum!

so im bored and moody
plus i cant find any jokers
willing to go down bugis with me
to source fabric.
whada sad life
):

Beauty

2009-03-20T13:05:00.000-07:00

Plastic Surgery.
Agree or Against?

Chae Jung Ahn

if i can look that pretty;
plus i have a blardy 5k spare cash
no pain no marks

i will.

hahaha jk.

Destinee

2009-03-19T10:03:00.000-07:00

Love.

Whats is love?

'Love is something you never regret,
even if you risk your life for it.'

William Shakesphere

Deep pit

2009-03-19T08:51:00.000-07:00

i've never felt such lonliness for 3 years...
since that accident.

'so? life goes on.
Bad Kharma.
Once the seed of lie is being planted,
the truth will haunt you and take its toll one day'
- advice from Holy Father Jon.

how are you, Sirius?
its been 18 months since your last mail.
mum's birthday is coming.
i hope u are prepared.

All gone.

2009-03-17T11:18:00.000-07:00

On this day,

17th March.
at 12.40am

my world stopped spinning.
the earth stood still...

&
i died.

Caught in Action.

2009-03-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

my photo was taken by a stranger

that stranger caught me walking along orchard

& he is a photographer

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haha i cant believe it.
its me.
and its me in June 2008.

Helmut

2009-03-11T11:22:00.001-07:00

Today was kinda hectic.

ioverslept
and woke at 11am
rush in toilet bath
- stare into mirror
- scream pimple!
- wash face
- pat makeup
- poof.

bustop
- ran for 969
- scream again
- bus stopped
- driver pissed
- poof tampiness!

mac
- valuelunch
- mcspicy
- munch in studio
- drape torso
- poof done!

bus again
- interchange
- push people
- fight for 969!
- poof yishun!

finally everthing slowed down.
im sorry i missed the reunion!
forgive me wynn ):

ouh
and i met Helmut the Cat.
A TomKat.
He wears a helmut and prowls along my corridor
spot him sleeping on top of the dustbin and planned to take a picture but he caught me in action
and awoke with such a shock.
like he had just seen mother mary on earth plucking armpit hair.

ouh wells.
i kinda like him.
Neko hiccups when she is dreaming.
Fascinating it is to think about what ya pet's dream is.
hmmm.

Neko

2009-03-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

Argh.

Neko is so cute.
She's playing with herself now meowing at her reflection.

oh, i so wish that i lived alone like 2 years back.
2 years back when everything is fine.

i cant bear to sell you off
but somehow the practical part of me says its time to let go.

in months to come i would not be able to take very good care of you anymore.
now your worth is $800.
shud i say bye and hi to new found lovely owners?
how.
how?

2009-03-05T09:46:00.002-08:00

Zutto konomama ja irenaitte?
不能一直这样下去.

Then?
Tell me what to do.

101.

2009-03-05T09:12:00.001-08:00

Today, tonight, ive hit my 101 post.
70% its all you.
joy or sorrow everythings about you.

im trying so hard to cope with everything.
somehow i dun think the medication helps at all
even if i had it with me.

its just mentally killing me physically.
think about it,
its unfair.

You've tried so hard to protect yourself but you've hurt me.
The past - think about it.
How we all started?
How you tried to hide me.
How you lied about everything.
How you told me about yourself.

Is this a good start?
Someone whom is willing to sacrifice for love?
Think about it.

I must be a fool to believe that i found a boyfriend
since you are always single.
A year passed
and forever u will be single from now on.

How did we celebrate valentine?
Or did we?

How did we celebrate my birthday?
You forgot.

When did we get together?
i think it never really happened.

How did we end up like this?
My fault.
Im sorry.

i've only just mistaken you as my boyfriend.
i will not do it again.

I use to take in everything, every single shit.
Somehow the limit has reached its peak.
Please, dun hurt me anymore now that all i want is to be friends.

i may need a little more time to forget you.
i might still call you.
just to listen to your voice.
just to tell u rubbish
just finding excuses so that u would talk to me

yes, i might be irritating but please forgive me.
just entertain me awhile more.
so please be nice just a little while more....
please.

And i will go.
I will disappear and you will never know this person again.

Cry.

2009-03-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

This song has been playing in my head like an old film on wheel rollers.
reminds me of the past we shared.
the moments you din treasure.

So many attempts
So many false hopes
So many chances
you failed to do a thing.

And yet i believe you would.
Excuses are aplenty just to call you.

But you took no notice.
i think i've waited enough.
Move on jacq.
Please move on.
Some how i keep telling myself i feel nothing.
Please, please not worth.
Some how i woke up in the night with a wet pillow.
Why?
Its been a year? a month? a week?
I dun know. Im lost.
I feel the pain now.
Its starting to take effect.
What have i done to deserve all these?

Some guys forsake their ego to please their love.
Some guys giveup their dreams to pursue love.
Some guys gaveup everything for love.

Littlest Things

2009-03-04T07:48:00.000-08:00

Littlest Things - Lily Allen

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Finally i lost the you.
the 'you' in my head.
Did i?

2009-02-27T13:16:00.000-08:00

刻骨铭心

最美的结局
不是两个人在一起
而是彼此的心中只有对方

就算隔着千山万水
他们的誓言
此志不渝

鱼美人

Watch it

this series had lasting a impression in my mind.
14 years back when i was only 6 it was aired on channel 8, 7pm slot.
Prime time.
Yes. Live up to it.

i've cried through most of the episodes.
its such a sad ending

Me.

2009-02-27T13:04:00.000-08:00

its a long time since something personal appeared here.

nothing about my life underneath all these lies.
im getting more and more eccentric.

i forget everything.
i lost track of time.
i indulge in lost thoughts.
i daze in a toliet cubicle and fell asleep
i need a drug
stop all senses.
i look at this ancient pocketwatch i own...
it ticks backwards slowly memories will flashback watching it.
i dropped it today while showing it to my cat
it stopped.
suddenly

i wanna turn back time just for awhile.
awhile will do

On Solo.

2009-02-26T11:06:00.000-08:00

Bye Bye Sg

Snack Before Flight

Blythe Craze

Mr. Peach - Famous abstract freestyle artist.

& he did a drawing of me.

Life band performing in Ladies.
yeshhh toilet.

Jumping Shrimps
Eat them alive!

My fav. drink Earl Grey Tea

im back
finally.
its not a bad trip,
but not a fantastic one either.

Bye.

ishuffle.

2009-02-10T11:50:00.000-08:00

okayy i must warn first my nano contains not much pop songs so the answers are rather weird...

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Move Along - All American Rejects

2. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Beautiful - Chirstina Aguilera
( rightttt....)

3. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Don't Phunk with My Heart - Black Eyed Peas
( LOL okayyy)

4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Crazy in Love - Beyonce ft Jay Z
( hahahahhahahahahaha! )

5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Come On - Energy
( ROTFLOL)

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Lover's Spit - Broken Social Science

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Creep - Radiohead

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
50 cent - In Da Club
( im laughing like some crazy women now )

9. WHAT IS 2+2?
Just Lose It - Eminem
( ahah hate maths! )

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
To The End - Blur
( loyalty prevails! )

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Linger - Cranberries

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Superman - Five for Fighting
( im a HERO )

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Unwell - Matchbox 20
( haha okay! )

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
LOVE LOVE LOVE - Epik High

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Yellow - Coldplay
( huh?! ?? haha )

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Wind it Up - Gwen Stefani

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Simple And Clean - Utada Hikaru

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Ridiculous Thoughts - Cranberries
( HAH! )

19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Stupid Girls - P!nk

20. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Ugly Girl - Jack off Jill

21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
( !!! )

22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Too Lost In You - Sugababes

23. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
One More Time - Daft Punk

24. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
All About Us - T.a.T.u

25. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
What You Waiting For? - Gwen Stefan
( HAHAHAHA )

26. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Girls & Boys - Blur

27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor

28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Time of Your Life - Green Day
( yeshhh how ? )

29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Relax, Take it Easy - Mika
( WTF haha! )

30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hit the Floor- Bullet for my Valentine

Gosh so nonsensical! :DD
Funny shit.

shoeCRAZE

2009-02-09T10:17:00.001-08:00

Agnes b. x DC Shoes Double Label Project Sneaker

In a surprising collaboration, two companies coming from opposite spectrum of the fashion industry has teamed up on this Agnes b. x DC Shoes Double Label Project. There isn’t too much information as of now on these sneakers but just from the picture, we expect there will be three colorways available with each sneaker having Agnes b.’s logo on the heel...

And i wan it badly.
Fcukcare its faw MALE.

i wanna fly a kite.

2009-02-09T10:09:00.000-08:00

Do you have a kite?
awwwh i wanna fly a

bigbigbigKITE.

mieow
D:

2009-02-05T20:33:00.000-08:00

i suddenly realize...
ive watched all these truout this 3 years...

881
Kungfu Slamdunk
The Dark Knight
Kungfu Panda
Madagascar 2
Red Cliff 2

okk thats all.
:(

erm.

2009-02-05T09:06:00.000-08:00

im bored.
yea.
thats it.

actually not really...
i've got designs due clothes due drawings due technical drawings due...
im just nua kueen.
& i shall continue.

yea! new haircut tml.
my cat just bumped her head into a wall chasing tissue paper...
and the dog ate her food this morning.

Luppie ar!
Whyyyy you so stupid?! omg.
its cat food for goodness sake....

2009-02-03T10:29:00.000-08:00

Irreversible Pain.

Memories.

2009-02-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

Memories of you and me
Kept passing through my mind...

I knew we never started but all had ended too soon.
Let go.
Time to let go.
Wake up.
Breathe.
~~Forget.~~

Envy.

2009-02-02T09:24:00.001-08:00

I look upon you and think..

Lucky you.

No worries and fears.
Own the love of the whole world.
Sweet dreams Neko.

i wish i can hug someone to sleep like you too.

Tiny Thoughts

2009-02-02T08:57:00.000-08:00

You once seems so far away,
But then again how close could we get?
This immensible gap.

Help me to rid off these sorrows oh god.
Where are you when i most needed you?

Please please retrace.
Look back and think
Why did things end like this?

Please rain tonight
Let the tears embrace the sky.

Littlest things,
Clue to all things.
Takes time to realize,
Takes effort to find.
Love.
No longer mine.

2009-01-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

Missy Ade

2009-01-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

This is like totally
dedicated to you
wahaha.

To miss Ade,

Her little white dress...

Goodbye.

2008-12-15T09:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when you hold on somethings too dear...
it might backfire and in the end you lose everything.
Will it be better if we don't belong to each other?

You make me cry, you make laugh.
You start my sorrows and end my woes.
What to do if I had never met you?

You dont understand me and yet you do.
You believe you know everything and yet you failed.
Little actions means alot eventhough it seems like not.

An answer is not always needed when a question is asked.
An reply is not always crucial when a question is asked.
It is the thought behind the questioner to actually ask.

Out of politeness we do that, so the other party is not neglected
Out of pity we do that, to lessen the guilt
Out of love we do that to seek for companionship
All these to escape from loneliness.

Pathetic humans.
I look down upon myself how insignificant I had became.
You will never understand me.
Please stop being so selfish.

Bow Low

2008-12-06T09:44:00.000-08:00

All Hail and behold.

NakedAggy.
i din know she posed nude for Icon.
im so slow....

Appealingly BOYishhhh.

This a joke.

2008-12-06T06:43:00.002-08:00

This totally cracked me to bits.
Real nonsense.
Close ya eyes and the song is real nice
but images are disturbing.

Paradise Kiss

Wants.

2008-12-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

im not greedy this year
i only want this for christmas.
i last saw it at Taka...

Cure.

2008-12-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

Someone cure me of all these unhappiness.
The promised break seems so far fetched.
I want to leave.
I need to walk away...

I'm scared
I'm starting to feel it fading...
Sometimes it just stop.
Dont be so weak,
Keep pumping...

please.
Dont stop my heart.

2008-12-01T15:00:00.000-08:00

Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me

Strawberry Gashes

Plague

2008-11-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

you'll slowly
cant get to breathe
you'll get to hear things...

you'll panic
you'll scream
but in silence
you're trapped.

this throbbing
this hurting
you wan to end this
you wan to stop it...

the dripping
the ticking
slowly invading.

your life is ending.

2008-11-24T00:42:00.000-08:00

Skipper Dear
he came all wrapped up
and CUTE.
say hi!
but no

Skipper said:
Smile and wave boys!

he spotted a potential threat to the
entire society of mankind.
he believes that helmet that
suspicious looking freak is wearing
contains automic bomb.
Skipper so clever!

Hippie to Penguins.

i sleep with him
i eat with him
i took the bus with him
i was hospitalized with him.
i love skipper.

Dionk!

2008-11-20T08:51:00.001-08:00

WHAO.
nearly a month.
i din blog.
& i dun bother.
cause i dun wann u guys to bother me too.

been a rough & shaky month.
i hate October.
i only like Halloween.

We got into a bloody zombie war...
& became the Undead.
We was admitted into Zouk
through first piority and issued a potential
antidote.
But in the end the antidote was not meant for us...

im being moody.
sorry peeps to see me whine here.
nth constuctive.

Can someone go eat
McDonal's Happy Meal
& get me the Penguin...

i like to move it move it.

boo.

2008-10-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

happee birdday
turnip <3

its broken.

2008-10-09T10:11:00.000-07:00

what comes around,
goes around.

please lets stop the pain.
rewind lets start again...

listen to the melody,
its so sweet and heartwrenching
its all you and me.

2008-10-06T12:35:00.000-07:00

Husband of the year awards

The honorable mention goes to :

The United Kingdom

...followed closely by

The United States of America

and then ................ Poland

but 3rd Place must go to

.........

Greece

it was very very close

but the runner up prize

was awarded to....

............. Serbia

but the winner of the

husband/partner of the year

......is

......... Ireland

Ya gotta love the Irish.

The Irish are true romantics….look, he's even

hoolding her hand..

Woman has Man in it;

Mrs. has Mr . in it;

Female has Male in it;

She has He in it;

Madam has Adam in it;

No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman....

Why?

BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME

Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...

I never looked at it this way before:

Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

MEN tal illness

MEN strual cramps

MEN tal breakdown

MEN opause

GUY necologist

AND ..

When we have REAL trouble, it's a

HISterectomy!

Song.

2008-10-06T12:21:00.000-07:00

oh, only if i don...
if i don.

thank you whom sang.
bitter~~sweet~~.

cheap.

2008-10-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

no one ever really did anything for me except you.
but because of my selfish ego, i've hurt you.
you left.
i wish to be your audience again,
if you still want me to go
.. -- ... --- .-. .-. -.-- .-.-.- .--- --- -.

no one ever really feel proud of me like you did.
but because of clashes and violence, i cant take it.
i left.
but thank you.
-... -.-- . -... . .- .-.

no one ever really loved me like you did.
but because i was young that time, i dunt understand.
i rejected.
but i regret.
- .... .- -. -.- -.-- --- ..- --.. .... .. .... .- ---

no one ever really treat me that nice like you did.
but because i took it for granted, i did not treasure.
you cried.
im really sorry. really really sorry.
and you never returned.
.. -- .. ... ... -.-- --- ..-

but i'll forget all of you.
cause if i dunt.
i'll never be happy.

Losing Grip

2008-10-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

i feel something is ~~amiss~~,
its wrong somewhere...

where?
what happened...

Saved items

Hey, thank you for your gift n card.
i really appreciate it.
By the way did you manage to catch the last train back?

20th of September.

forget about 01/09
forget about 28/08
cant forget 20/09?

~~past~~ and future.
let it be only one person...stop making me so insecured

2008-10-02T07:21:00.000-07:00

im bored.
thanks Nich n Janis for
the lurid hatt.

plus Joy too for two adorable cat files.
i love them all <3
thankyouverymuch.

Sarah.

2008-10-02T03:10:00.000-07:00

Sarah Love.

@ her birthday party.
her.nich.me

these was suppose to be up few months back...

A.I

2008-10-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

If i can...
i wanna make a Boyfriend.

Finding one is too difficult....
so haaha i'll input ideal qualities like :

1. Kind
2. Reliable
3. Smart
4. Cute
5. Stylish
6. Humble
7. Refreshing
8. Gets a lil bit jealous at times
9. Gets a lil bit forceful at times
10. Manly ( will scold me when i need it)
11. Romantic ( pamper me with surprises)
12. Just a lil perverted
13. Adorably naive
14. Will rescue me when im in a tight spot
15. A strong fighter
16. Speciality is cooking
17. Preemptive reflexes
18. Good hygiene maintanence
19. Believe whatever i say
20. Say sorry regardless whose fault it is

*mah lehh mah lehh hoom!*
please appear tonight my Knight in shining armour!

Key of Hearts

2008-09-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

Once, a magician created an enchanted artifact...

the Key of Hearts.

It is a key to open anyone's heart and lock its soul.

When the magician was about to die, he passed on his prized possession to a little boy whom happen to pass by...

" Petit garçon chanceux, c'est une clef magique.. "

" Petit garçon chanceux, c'est une clef magique... "

and the boy took the Key.

A strong gush of wind caused a pile of leaves to dance in the air, when the boy opens his eyes, all he saw was a maple tree.

The boy grew up, he was cursed some people say.
His parents was killed in a car accident but he was unharmed.
His only aunt took him in.
She was stabbed and killed by robbers not long after the adoption.

He was then left alone...he looked down at his key and thought

Why did all these happen to me? Aint you suppose to bring me happiness?

Just then a lady walked pass and took a pity on this poor, starving boy.
She brought him home and cleaned his face.

What a fine young man! He will grow up to be a wonderful son.

She brought him into the dining hall and introduced him as her adopted son. He was well liked by his new family.
Everything went well...too well.

The boy was so afraid of losing all these happiness, he began to have a wicked thought.
He want to own his mother's love forever.
He want to be basked in these happiness for as long as time permits...

One night, the boy took his key and stab into his mother's heart.
Blood gush out and the Key burned his skin like fire.
His mother died.
He cried in dismay, for he now knows he can never own someone's love.

Love can only be treasured.
The Key burn a mark on his skin.

Cher.

Years passed since that inccident.
He became a handsome young lad.
He falls for a girl.
The girl thought very little of him. She treats him as nothing special because he was very poor.

He worked hard. He vows to grant happiness for her and thus he work from day till dawn earning gold.
Finally, he was flithy rich.
The girl really went to him and they lived together.

But
He knows its only for the money. He thought of the magician's Key...and he asked the girl

" Là où est votre amour? "

" You."

He grabs her hand and stab through his heart.
The girl screamed and dropped a Key...

On her hands, there was a mark.
It was her name.

I wrote this. Please do not rip from my blog dear strangers.

Unspoken sorrows.

2008-09-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

What's a girl to do?

We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day

When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say
Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away

When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

- Bat for Lashes

2008-09-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

Cry.
When you cry in the rain,
No one can see you crying.

Only you know the pain...

Queries

2008-09-23T02:59:00.000-07:00

Are you attached or single?

Neither.

Why?

My boyfriend is single.
Thats why...

im sad yet happy.
im filled yet empty...
i have everything,
but missing something...

Me. Lonely

2008-09-09T12:11:00.001-07:00

i love him so cute.
mieow
:3

what lonely designers do at home.
slouch
play
look at luppie.

he's so dumb eh...
he tot my camera
was a greenie

stare n stare n stare.

gifts

2008-09-09T11:14:00.000-07:00

thanks
dear :)
more presents...

Birthday Dinner

2008-09-01T11:51:00.000-07:00

on my birthday...we arrived at this ulu ulu place...

its says - GOOD FOOD.
so since we specially went from yishun to jalan kayu...
we stopped here.

he orders food.
1st on list - fav.

Crispy fried mushyroomie.

n i do wad im best at...
play
bai mei*

gee... and the food came YUMMIE

whee.
happee
NEKO!

my birthday.

2008-09-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

1st of September.
Virgo

on this day, i turned 19.
i love

whee.
its my birthday
thanks
Mickey's surprise...

early celebration.

2008-08-22T12:37:00.000-07:00

The first ridiculos present
& to celebrate it with me
3weeks in advance...

i award you man.

Jon Liew
u crazy feller*

and hor...every year
the same thing u gave me

ALL HUGO BOSS INTENSE
you not sian meh?

next year no more Boss okk
i wann Anna Sui Sui
:))

come out from army muz be more manly
and macho hor!
hahaha

feat. my own gifts to myself

Mr. Gingy earring and new phone*

First in line is my bed partner (;
Natasha Moore Yuue ViVi.

she went to buy fruit cake.
yummy.

Next in line an
Apple ring
i brot from chere

whee~
kawaii nei

Next my Auntie's present a
BLay Limited Ed
Classic Grey velvet
Gold heels

And a Porsche Analog
Chain manual system operated
vintage watch

i love this to bits....
(((:

thankyouverymuch all my
love ones!

ouhh this top i sewn for myself...
but apparently i made it too lose.
hahha planned to wear it on birthday.

whee~

birthday thanks

2008-08-22T11:41:00.000-07:00

Surprisingly this year my 19th birthday.
Many celebrated earlier rather than my actual birthdate...

so...
special

THANKYOU!!!

Rather then a cake...
my WEIYING <3
here replaced the
iconic birthday item for a splendid
PIZZA!
HAHAHA

her treat!
at pizzaHut amk...
yea (:
my fav. food

whee~

and PPL...

SHE MADE THIS FOR ME OKK!
MADE
HAND-MADE.PERIOD.

LIKE SHE PAINSTAKINGLY MADE IT!
best gift ever.
i like it alot.

my guardian angel she will be.
(((:

this post is dedicated for her only.
thankyouverymuch.
others whom celebrated with me will be next post...

Olympics

2008-08-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

This is

TRUE BEAUTY

Yelena Isinbayeva.

Record holder for the world.

Lets Jump*

a Scar

2008-08-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

you

scar - ed

me.

pinch & pinch*

now ive got an ugly blue black at you know where

Play la!

roars.

Not fair at all.... i pinch lightly only la...

your's lasted for 2 days and more!

idiot.

whee.

2008-08-11T01:11:00.001-07:00

this week so far was good.

:)
imma happee Neko.
mieow

but...
for the next next next week on monday....
i hope it'll be the best day of my life.

SO
to make this happen i've prepared a WISH LIST.
hahahah!

whee~
here goes

i wann a
GUCCI lanyard for my new phone.

i wann a
sleek Lime green earpiece.

i wann a
PSP in white.

i wann a
Anna Sui's Flight of Fancy 80ml.

i wann a
sexy lower lip piercing.

i wann a
pair of Aldo black stilettos.

i wann a
macBook in white.

i wann
Adobe photoshop cs3.

i wann
You to be happy.

i wann
all my frens to be happy.

i wann a
ROMANTIC NICE HAPPY MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.

2008-08-02T14:09:00.000-07:00

Aggy.

2008-07-22T12:30:00.001-07:00

Aggy Den
:)

Neon.
Checks!

i LOVE her.

spastic like shit.
so f* wan her body and guts.

New Hair

2008-07-22T12:22:00.001-07:00

Ali Stephens.
Perm.Is.Love

For all you girls out there who let your auntie perm your hair in high school; only to have it fall out in clumps when you took a shower - this one is for you.

For all you girls out there who have spent your whole lives dodging humid weather - this one is for you.

For all you girls who have been called “ Bed-bug breeder ” - this one is for you.

To all the thick-haired girls across the world -

Chloe & Chanel salutes you.

Far

2008-07-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

Far far away...
Lets walk away.

walk by faith.
not by sight...

what you see
is all blind.
truth you seek
are hard to find...

2008-07-20T11:15:00.000-07:00

I dun wanna hear a single word.
Cause i know.

wadever you'll say...
its all gonna hurt...

Wad's wrong?

2008-07-14T06:28:00.001-07:00

wad's wrong with me?

there's nothing wrong...
or

maybe there is.
a lil bit.

this friday.
11 of July.

i lost my handphone again.
yesh..my third time?

i was just going to orchard to return my altered bedsheets...and yesh,
i earned 60 bucks for that....

but i lost a new Sony Ericsson w910i.
took me 4 hours to realize its missing...

after taka i stopped by Topshop, F21, walked all way to Far East...
back to train station...
hmmm
tell me how would i know where i lost it...
haiz
feeling so hopeless.

:'(
imissEric.
come back la!

boo! dun like nokia...
sobxxx

Spendings.

2008-07-13T08:26:00.001-07:00

okk..
the $ 4,000 list.

>>>>

First up...the bloody school fees.

$ 1,500

next we have my impluse decisions...
omg!

Burberrys'-
Ivory White flat tote bag. Limited Edition.

$590.00
( hmm..i paid lesser but i cant disclose the price to public)

Burberrys'-
Vintage Brown Leather clutch wallet. Limited Edition.
Mickey's bd gift :)

$314.00
( same as above i paid a few hundred lesser...)

M1 phonebill fine and sim card replacement -

$135.70

Singtel portable internet bill for 3months -

$35.40

Panasonic Vintage Headphone - Lime Green.

$79.90
but its 1 month ago juz cleared my credit bills..

Sony Cybershot DSC T2 Camera - Lime Green

$599.00
(but i brot it for $399.00)

Malaysia Spree with Janis

$100.00
i dunno wad i brot...

Clothes and accessories

$80.00??

Bloody transportation

$100.00++

Whee.

2008-07-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

omg!
new block started!

and guess what?!

IM STILL AS NUA!

hmm.....been a month since i blogged.
apparently im too busy.
haha
if not, i've lost interest in blogging again*
yeshh...im so fickle i take one hour to chose my meals.

hmm come to think of it this month spendings is like A NUCLEAR BOMB!
omg.
burnt worst then a hole in my pocket laaa...prolly a whole trouser leg.

bahhh.
ahhahaahha.
i shall make it simple and clean -

I SPENT FUCKING $4K.
FOUR BLOODY THOUSAND.

okk.
shall update you guys tml on my horrendous splurge!
whee.

Best Friends

2008-06-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

BEST FRIENDS??

i have somewhat came to a new level of comprehension and interpretation for this two words -

and somehow i realize i dun like it...

hmm.

not as if im experiencing some traumatic encounters with bad relationships but its just this phrase keeps appearing around me like a shadow i cant shake off...annoying fly that kinda thing.

irks me.

disgust me.

one word - YUCK.

recently i've been termed as Best Friend by TOO MANY MALE FRIENDS!

i dun really know how to maintain all this stressfull relationships.

T said - " Well, you are my best, closest friend "

B said - " Jacq, can you be my best friend. Forever."

J said - " When i marry, you will stand next to me as Best Man except u wear a pretty gown"

R said - " My Best Friend ar....what you so super busy with? Never answer call! "

W said - " Hey....thanks for always being around. You make the best friend a guy can ever get "

blahblah...

JUST WHY SO MANY BEST FRIENDS HUH?

and i realize i really really mix more with GUYS since young.

WHY?

hmm...

i just wanna stay as a NORMAL FRIEND.

WHATS WRONG WITH THAT?

A tragic.

2008-06-03T11:00:00.000-07:00

A mother's sacrifice.

My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said,

' If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!
' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have...

"My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother."

Kids.

2008-06-03T09:19:00.001-07:00

i realize...

KIDS ARE CUTE.

if i like CATS
they MUST like cats too...

ouhh...Clara wearing MICKEY MOUSE ears!
how cute can she get!

MIAOW!
teaching kids to doodle and draw are fun.
whee...

2008-05-25T11:57:00.000-07:00

SKIRTS AND TEESHIRTS
ALL UNITE!

Basique

2008-05-09T10:41:00.000-07:00

KAWAii neh~

this are all the adverts and publicity posters
which make up the LOOKBOOK i did for Basique.
omg the first one which is the DayPlay is damn CUTE la.

im in love with our tees.
everyone shud buy a piece home.

i think i myself is buying.

hmm...
haven been really bloggin for ages

somehow i lost the fad to type millions of words here

and bitch abt whomeva or wad so eva..

but recently im in a foul mood.

i dunno why.
stress?!